I am not the person who is before after oming. My chattery mind is going down I can feel that. I could see what I couldn't see before. The way I look people around me is different. I could connect with many people in deeper level now. After my divorce I couldn't even look into womens eyes because i projected my story of the abandonment on to everyone. I feel isolated and angry. Now after oming I could see myself in everyone and start loving them and myself.