My relationship to orgasm is best descried as an healing and awakening force.
Growing up in a strict household with a physically abusive father. I was traumatized and didn't have much of a childhood. This caused me to be emotionally closed off. I didn't know how to feel or relate to people. Both of which confused me to no end.
This all changed when I learned how to OM. Something inside of me switch on and allowed emotions to flood in. I was able to connect to people on a more intimate level and love out, something that I never though possible.
The connection to my in child started to heal and now I'm a awoken conscious being.