People are noticing the difference by Melinda T.

by OneTaste Living Library  Nov 4, 2012

I am a seeker - always looking for what expands me and has me live more fully. The seeking has taken me on a journey of experience that has included therapy, Twelve Step, Dances and Sweat Lodges in the Native American Tradition, Breathwork, Transformational Courses of every description, and now OM. nnMoving forward with OM took something for me as I was introduced to sex at a young age, in inappropriate ways - something I've been ashamed to talk about before.nnOM is opening me, clearing away the things that have been holding me back, and wiping away the pain of those childhood experiences in a way nothing else has, and in ways I could never have imagined. People are noticing the difference…'You're GLOWING! What are you doing!” Most importantly, I am too.nnFor the first time in my life I have wonderful, close, relationships with men that I am allowing simply to expand as they will instead of 'pushing' forward, wondering when/if we are going to have sex/a relationship/etc.nnI can ask for sex when I want it powerfully and enjoy it in a way I never dreamt possible.nnI am seeing the places in my life and work where I 'gave up' instead of standing for what I know is possible and deserve and I am shifting behavior to have what I want in my life. nnI am beginning to get that I am 'worth it'.nnI am moving forward with my acting career (a dream).nnI am sitting here with tears of gratitude in my eyes for all this practice is providing for me. There is nothing like it. I can hardly wait to see what's next. Life is awesome with OM.n